We all play an important role in society. But I’ve toyed with the New Age spiritual notion that we all have a unique purpose on Earth to fulfill—a purpose for which we have chosen to be here.
I used wonder if i could be happy only if i found this one resounding, and elusive, purpose.
If I knew my soul’s purpose, I believed my life would suddenly have endless meaning and vitality. After I discovered my soul’s purpose, I would jump out of bed and dance in the kitchen while I brewed my morning coffee. Because my soul had found its purpose, I’d have everlasting joy and fulfilment.
As so many people before me had done, I too began to search. Continue to search, then continue to seek. Years and years. Numerous sleepless nights. Thousands of identical personality quizzes. “What should I do with my life?” quizzes. Is this something that anyone else has experienced, or is it just me?!
The astrology birth chart was also a part of my analysis. Calculating my numerology life path number. To kickstart my life, I am taking a thousand courses.
The relentlessness and exhaustion was overwhelming.
What did I find after all those years of searching, questioning, fumbling and stumbling? After having realizations and epiphanies, I can tell you. I found immense…